Thursday, March 22, 2012

The Dream

There is a time where you feel completely helpless and worthless living in this world. Frustration crosses your mind and you urge yourself to some entertainments so that you can forget and ease the unhappy moments in your life. You go out with friends, you try talking to friends nearby and you even join the crowd. You are physically interacting with the surrounding but the mentality remains the same. The noise and the crowds leave you behind and you are in your exhausted and idle world again.

As the evening approaches, your mind become too dull to think about yesterday because you don’t want to think of it. You exactly know what tomorrow is going to be - yet another disaster day with all those random feeling of being valueless running back to you. There is no one you can shoulder your emotions and feelings no matter how hard you try to balance by being ok when are not.

Here comes the night, a night to yourself and you can lay your body and rest your brains, mind and heart to peace. Then as a willingly submit myself to sleep, I dreamed a dream where I was the hero (as expected) with too many a follower behind me. With the arm shields and iron clothes and the fierce look on our face, I knew we were going to fight a battle. As their commander, as loud as I could, told them to come with a victory to which they did. But me, in a different world as it is a dream, I was somewhere sucked in the mud with a group of tourist and I am deadened to the situation and woke up with a frowning face and laughed at myself. Being the hero first and getting laid on a marshland later had me smiled for a while.It was a funny experience.

That little laugh, a matter of seconds’ moment, brought me back to live a happy life. It was all of a sudden I cared to think about my life. My feelings were active. My eyes blinking to see the beautiful world in front of me. My joy knew no bound here and I know, only I can really feel the freedom after breaking out from a laced chain.

Even though I am not a hero in this real world,I know I can be the hero of my own and then prove to be one. Just like the followers and tourist in the dream, I know there are people in this real world where I can seek help from and renew my life all over again. At this point I know a little effort will perhaps make my present life a beautiful one to live in.

It may be a dream but dream can change your life and heighten the way you view your world positively and encouragingly. So friends, Stay strong and be confident about yourself. Thing changes and if it doesn't then patience is all it takes to overcome the disasters.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Life in trouble

As a student, an early to bed and early to rise is one of the inspirations that keep you fresh, active and healthy all day long. But the saying also becomes a mockery when you stop following it. Who doesn’t want to tie a knot with positive thoughts? It is a wish that every person wants to work out things the right way in their life. It however doesn’t happen the way it should and trouble starts to knock you when you are in the wrong direction. But then you can’t do anything about it as well. This is life, a life filled with happiness and agonies.

It is NOW that I happily stay late because facebook won’t let me go and sadly wake up early because I have a lecture to attend and I don’t want to miss it.
At one point, life is so much about enjoying yourself to a new level with social networking site despite the friends who is near cheers you up. You go with your friends; watch a movie, take a walk in the beach, go to clubbing, and go for shopping, do the cooking and etc all together. Then, you have friends online who listens to you while you are sharing the happenings. You can exaggerate about everything that is happening around and you know how girls’ conversation never stops. Once we start talking about one thing, we prolong the conversation and add on another topic to gossip. Isn’t this fun? Totally, it is fun.

At another point, your life is a complete misery. The massive time spent on the social net working site starts worrying you. Because you have an unfinished work that patiently waits for you to complete it without delay. As a result, tension starts to occupy you and it continues until you make it through. It doesn’t matter whether you have done correctly or not, the aim is to finish it. This is funny! The tension is not over yet. You start worrying later because you have no idea what you have written in the paper. Isn’t life such a trouble? Did I not just blame ‘life’? I think you are to be blamed for it and not life. When I am in trouble, so is my life.

On reading the news about Rupee Crunch, it was in a flick I couldn’t believe my eyes. Upon hearing about the murders and criminals from my friends, I went berserk. On seeing the unemployed graduates, I honestly felt useless studying so hard for the job. On keeping up to date about Bhutan, I am unsure about how I am going to live my life. Being a student and hearing all of it, is such a load of news to take in.

Folks, it’s time you understand the duality of life and live by understanding the limitations inside your life. Whether your life is submerged in the mud or whether you are high up the sky, you are going to suffer the living.
The short and simple example above is going to help me live my life a little better. Self consolation works!!!