The Wait

You are my down to earth boy
You make me go gaga over you
Every time I think of you, I hug you, I hold you

You are always with me
You keep me occupied and accompanied

So close in heart and yet so far away

Oh darling, I wish you were here
To give me that perfect moment of being with you

We met at a perfect time a year ago

When both of us needed a company

But we are just not in a perfect situation now

It is hard to be in a situation like this,

But distance means so little

When someone means so much to you

But we will get through this,

“Promise”

We have just few months to go

And then I will be meeting you

I can’t wait for that day to come

It might be stormy now

But it can’t rain forever

With so much longing

With so much love and with misses
I am ending here 
Wishing to see you soon

What will they call me?

Oh! I am a long way away from home. I think of things that I am going to experience while I am back at home. Friends were at home, they were talking, my roomie was bust facebooking and some of them were in the kitchen. Then, I thought we are old now, it is time we learn to make decisions and stop being childish among ourselves. I was facebooking as usual and the thought ran into me, ‘What will they call me?’ ‘Aunty?’ This is so obvious, they will. Time to grow up!

Anyways, I am so used to be called as ‘Yeshi ‘by my friends or else Norfe, my facebook surname by my Wollongong friends. Some of them even call me ‘Pasta Choden’ ever since I started eating PASTA and I never stopped and it still is my everyday favourite meal. I then call my families at home and the kids call me, Aue Yeshi.

We friends here gossip about getting a title of Ms, Mrs, Madam, Sir, Aunty back at home. We say, we don’t want to be called as Aunty. This is going to be strange. Not that we don’t want to be called as one but the fact of becoming old crosses our mind. I feel old actually and otherwise I am too young to be called as Aunty. And then I smile over the thought of becoming someone’s Aunty very soon. Still smiling! Let’s see!!!

She made a memory out of him

I was looking down the road through the porch The street lights were shining Vehicles were passing on a busy evening Then I came across you You were waiting near the traffic lights You were carrying a bouquets of flowers I saw your face excited, nervous, and happy I wondered if it was to impress someone you know As I gazed, your innocent and excited face started to dissappear A fear crossed my mind, 'What made you frown?' Then I knew you were looking at a man already gone He was with another woman in the road You see her arms locked in hers What kind of heart doesn't break in such awkward moment! Then I silently whispered, "What a disgrace!' You were waiting to surprise your arrival at home Who knew, he was going to turn you off this way He moved you from his heart A vision is all you see now like a statue of past a part of history She indeed made a memory out of him A memory she will ever forget for life And a moment, I never want to go through. P.S, The story is purely fictitious and it is just my thoughts on how life can really cheat us knowingly.

A Toast To Friendship

It is often said that it is love that makes the world go round. However, without doubt, it is friendship which keeps our spinning existence on an even surface. It is through friendship that we live and make a bigger life. Without friendship, life would have been as dull as the ocean without water. Think about it again! You will get the point.

Friendship is the foundation to which we bond together in peace and harmony. True friendship provides so many of the essentials for a happy life. We rejoice and take pride in it. And not to forget, we need to keep ourselves protected because sometimes, we need friends when the outside world seems cold and chaotic.

True friendship holds a mirror to our mannerisms and in our failures. They show us the sense of worthiness nurturing our hopes and supporting us in our disappointments and encourage us to grow at our best potential.

I am noting this small article in remembering one of my faraway friend in India who not only show her love and support to me but she gives me the strength and warmth of living in this harsh world. She takes me to the world of fantasy. She brings me joy and she lets me forget what is inside of me. I am not vulnerable to the worldly attachments of love and hatred. It is about my friend who comes along during the worst of my time.

Thanks to facebook for enabling this reunion of my friendship with her after 6 years. This is quite a long gap and I am glad, I met her again and indeed, world is too small to find a happiness. Love is all around. This is the fun of being in true friendship- Lovable, supportive and encouraging. I BELIEVE EVERYONE HAS A FRIEND (s) to share to the world. We don’t judge or feel friendship but we experience it. You all are one among them. Thanks for being with me.

You to Me

With the weather so warm and gracious,
I was walking on the beach,
The waves were dancing and drenching my clothes
I could feel the cold running through me
I carefully lifted my flowing skirt
And continued walking aimlessly,
Then, in a distance not so far
Saw a man like you from the back,
I pursed my lips to the notice,
Felt the warmth of you,
And cursed the distance of your faraway presence
I then felt the difference—
With you and without you
I hugged the few little moments I had with you,
Smiled slyly and whispered to myself, “I love you”
You are beyond my happiness
I wish for the same a zillion times
And a chance to say the same for a life time

P.S, "Love Is Never Easy and Distance Doesn't Make It Any Easier by Any Means but It Does Make You Realize What You Want, What You Need and Most Importantly Realizing That One Person You Don't Mind Missing Because Its the One Person You Cant Live Without"

Heart Broken

I walked to the garden and sat on a tree nearby,
I see the place unattended and quite,
I was tired and I sought a pleasure to feel alive again,
Then, a cool breeze ran on my body,
And my heart was with you
I wished for your arms to hold me tight,
A shoulder to rest upon,
A sweet love to exchange,
But where are you?
You were the best companion I had
You pulled me from the grave and stood me on the hill
When I was afraid, you made me still
You were the strength to me, you kept me going,
You once told me, “You are everything to me”
I smiled and cherished the words,
I closed my eyes and saw you disappear away in the clouds,
I will never be the same,
Every breathe I take is going to be different
To live for myself because you are now gone forever,
Every good thing has an end but why didn't you leave me a goodbye end?
So lost in thoughts, I wondered in the garden
Gazed at the autumn leaves; sad and withered on the ground
But it gave me joy; it decorated the garden so bright and yellow
A wilted wishes to born again
And so am I:
A hope to begin a new life, a change to make within.

Barney, the Womanizer.

Barney is one of the fictional characters in Hollywood serial “How I met your mother”. He is known for his ‘Awesomeness’ in the serial. He talks great and he talks nonsense. He has a lot of game, rules and codes that keeps the episodes rolling with lots of funs and excitements. I guess most of you might know him or you are already a fan of Barney.

I liked Barney the day I started watching the serial. Not that I don’t like other characters in the serial, but you develop this feeling of attachment with the characters and you flow with them. So Barney has been the core attraction to me. Despite his nasty behaviour of poking his nose in other characters, he always has a sense of self and the degree to which he balances the fun in the serial and keeps his friends happy. For another reason, he is hot and manly but I hate the fact that women are depicted as so vulnerable and a touchable one.

It is not that long ago that I came to know him as ‘gay’. How can I not see the biography of the cast? But I am glad, I browsed them. Every magazine, youtubes and the news has flashed the news about Barney. He has two kids with this partner and he is a huge part of protest for equal rights for gay. He even dresses up his kids which I came to know through The Ellen DeGeneres Show.

After few hours, I had my unbelieving eyes staring at the wedding picture of Barney and his partner. I started clicking onto next photo clips still not believing the truth but the feeling I got was, “Barney’s family is so happy and beautiful”.

Now, what surprises me is when I am watching the serial; I get the look of Barney as ‘gay and not gay’ appearance. But I am glad; I am still in love with him and his personality which still excites me in many ways. The serial wouldn’t be fun if Barney is OUT OF THE GROUP.